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(11 are wise | contradict yourself)

[19 Aug 2005|09:16pm]
stolen from vicky

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal

(contradict yourself)


quick update of today: SATIIs in chem and world (which led to me seeing/talking to a boatload of people; it was eerie and yet calming seeing familiar faces), media arts collage which redefines the word MASSIVE , schindler questions, lots of practice regents...the school year is winding down. hmm vactation to hawii should be fun. blah surgery is drawing nearer, more and more poking and prodding doctors, group meetings, metal in my mouth. grrrrr not cool.

Listing my six favorite songs, and then passing this to you. From </a></a>dying_wallflwr . i'm going to pick some of my favourite happy songs. sorry kerri, no greek emo.
The Songs (in no specific order)
1. anything Avenue Q but if you are going to make me choose - Schadenfreude
2. Ozone - Dragostea Din Tei (pardon the typos)
3. kermit the frog - the rainbow connection
4. the little mermaid - les poissons
5. the who - cobwebs in strange
6. the bonzo dog band (this has got to be the crasiest band ever and i really can't choose because all their songs are so strange and awesome) - tubas in the moonlight
Passing this on to: anyone.

the weather was sooo nice and sunny. i wasn't outside much but when i left CVS for the third timesuch a beautiful sunset. Spectacular streaks of orange and pink around a purpleyblue sky.

(contradict yourself)

--_________________-- [24 May 2005|11:08pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

it seems everyday that i lose touch with the world a little bit and i zone out in classes a lot more.  all we do in school is watch movies and do regents review, it really not that hard. yet i can't eat or sleep and i have this constant feeling of queasiness. i am insanely depressed. i've been treating people terribly and i don't realise till much later. i can't muster the strength to apologise (or maybe i don't want to). what is wrong with me? i feel so immature yet i make no move to amend my ways. i am insanely depressed and i can tell it rubs off on people. or maybe they rub off on me, but that's just a technicality, it doesn't really matter. what does really matter?

clearly, i am having chlorine withdrawls


and see normally, i would say something like this is a waste of parchment. BUT THAT'S THE BEAUTY OF THE INTERNETSSS! NO PARCHMENT INVOLVED! wo0+! ANOTHER TREE SAVED! 

(8 are wise | contradict yourself)

i will eat you, anna karenina [08 May 2005|12:53am]
[ mood | i should be sleeping ]

happy birthday to ellen (and marina!)! sushi partay which ended up more like a spicegirls party. we partied like it's the 90s...

AP IS FINALLY OVER!!!oneone! all the more reason to party. i still have 14 AP hws + math hw + chem hw/studying. and ill probably end up tutoring people. the research papre is a bitch.

question: do you ever feel like your conforming by not conforming? any thoughts on the subject? maybe i'll post something about this in blackmail queens later. Wheeeeea, would that make you happy?

(9 are wise | contradict yourself)

shall we commandeer the marble boat? [25 Apr 2005|11:33pm]

omg omg omg IT'S VACATION and to all you folks off in faraway exotic places, WHERE ARE YOU? AND WHY ON EARTH DID YOU LEAVE WITHOUT ME?!!? *cough cough* queen vicky and her accomplice allie? are you stuck in an aero-roundabout? *cough cough*

really, it's not much of a vacation for me. it can't be. it's buttrefly week!

also, i have 14 AP homeworks to complete + studying. review classes are hell and a pain in the arse to get to (seriously, my bike and i had some hardcore bonding today (considering i was frozen on to the handlebars for a while)) but they could be worse i suppose. good news: i am up to "recent stuff," in the review book,although, "recent" is WWI. on monday, i will have blanc for 5 straight periods! *reaches for the banana* how much longer till the judgement day, when we cut the big ones down to size...until the barricades arise?

happy birthday, passover, greek easter, spring break, deathday, or whatever it is that you intend to celebrate


PPS if you get any of the aforementioned allusions, i will give you a cookie!

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

you are reading the journal of a certified lifeguard! wo0T (and i am not pleased) [20 Apr 2005|11:38pm]
[ mood | badenoughtoturntoAPforcomfort ]

yeah so i am a bit annoyed. actually i lie; i am very annoyed.  i almost feel betrayed. i am not blind(e) nor stupid. don't be a poseur! i see through you. i heard you talking. do i all of a sudden not exist? are you scared to let me face the truth? covering up for yourself only makes you look worse so whatever you do, have some confidence, say things with pride. and stop saying your life is the worst; where ever you roam you will find people worse off than you. stop wallowing in your own self-pity and get over it! just because you are miserable and fail to see the goodness of the world, doesn't mean that we all have to be like that. since no one has the guts, i'll tell you the truth. you are a poseur and are just as bad as the rest of them [despite your fervent claims] the truth is you should be the one scared

happy national pot day or whatever...just bear in mind you don't need drugs to feel great

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

everytime i write, i feel like it is a waste of words [19 Apr 2005|10:53pm]
[ mood | upset ]

it's a pity i suck at life. parents are such peculier creatures. one minute you are laughing and having a geniune bonding moment and the next moment it turns againest you. i can't deal with people right now. we are horrid beings. seriously. the stuff we do is apalling. i do bad stuff too but i think it't time for reforms. and it all starts with burning down the academic factory [hey i can dream, can't i? then again, it would accomplish nothing...lesigh]. wish me luck for tomorrow; it's the big lifeguarding test!

(3 are wise | contradict yourself)

it has been a long week [09 Apr 2005|06:39pm]
my pet!

(16 are wise | contradict yourself)

[31 Mar 2005|06:06pm]

You Are A Maple Tree

There's not anyone in this world quite like you.

You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality.

Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences.

You have a good memory and learn easily.

You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love).

(3 are wise | contradict yourself)

how can they hear the truth above the roar? [14 Mar 2005|09:23pm]
[ mood | FRASSLED! ]

today's assignment: define chaos!

this is my attempt at organising my thoughts:

  • print 5 prints for photography (which is A LOT harder than it seems, its so complicated). one of the prints has to be a double exposure which she didn't really teach us how to do. it will be an experience.
  • skills usa regionals/sell TEN boxes of candy/prepare a resume (WTF! he never told me until today! *faceplam*) / a lot of paperwork / skill usa states 
  • YMCA states/ lifeguarding classes/ helping the special olympics
  • freak out over the upcoming AP global!/ study/ study/ study/ maybe SOME HOMEWORK (eww) /8 current events
  • make-up an english test on A Brave New World 
  • clarinet level six NYSSMA
  • beginning of soccer/softball season
  • finishing reading 4 books/ writing COMMON SENSE (we gotta do it kerri!!!)
  • am i supposed to fit a social life in here somewhere? (not like i had much of one in the first place -_- )

i wanna go back to my room, and find a message in dry erase pen on the door!!!!

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

BM: qu'est-ce tu vas faire plus tard? moi: je fera un coup d'etat! [07 Mar 2005|03:36pm]
[ mood | sick ]

my parents are so selfish...i shouldn't have gone to school today but they had to go shopping. thanks....

mr. k, Ben Moussa, blanc,  bowman, and werbitsky all offered to let me go to the nurse but i had to refuse them because my parents were not going to pick me up. and you know each time it got harder and harder to tell them no. i swear i almost cried in english just because i really can't take this...my eyes were all watery and of course brian was like "oh she misses kerri" and i just nodded (english and AP went a lot slower than usual) i'm sick of being sick...(oy, what a contradiction)

UPSIDE- trying to make the best of this really crappy day

+ we did professions in french class...i told BM "je fera un coup d'etat" the look on her face was priceless

+ in english we compared Brave New World, 1984, and our society. it was somewhat interesting.

+ i told bowman that i didn't understand why drug legality is so arbitrary in our society and her response was, "Grace, there are a lot of arguements. It all depends on the source of the drug." allie somewhere in the background, "it's just grass!" bowman, "Grace there are plenty of arguments. I mean it could be a social thing where they don't want Filipinos gaining politcal status. I don't know, there are a lot of arguments." what a weak rebuttal...she'd have been better of keeping her trap closed for once

DOWNSIDE- trying not to be too negative although i could probably vent for hours

- i woke up at 3 am this morning.

- something is wrong with my elbow. i think i hurt it at swim practice.


MIDDLESIDE- i'm not sure where to place this stuff but i felt like reporting it anyway

~ the marines came to teach the Skills USA (that's my nationwide cult!) people how to march and pivot. poor sarah *sigh* they are coming again tomorrow

~ trig applications in math

~ (even though we got preoccupied choking on juice and juggling ice cubes and eating half baked and questioning the date ball,) the big brother posteur is complete! lols kerri

(11 are wise | contradict yourself)

do i have ink on my face? [07 Feb 2005|04:44pm]
[ mood | blah ]

dear Fire Top,

i regret to inform you that i cannot possibly write this essay. You see, in the directions it clearly states "make sure you answer all parts of the question." However, i am afraid that neither my comrades nor i have the power to do such a thing, primarily because there was no question asked on that sheet. i tried my hardest to infer the question you intended to pose, but i can make no guarantee of success.
if you do not realise the error in your ways, please feel free to write WHY and HOW capriciously all over the paper. all the effort, thought, and time behind your criticism is greatly appreciated for i know it will greatly improve my writing skills.

deepest apologies,
the truly sincere professor FOX

(5 are wise | contradict yourself)

[26 Jan 2005|12:43am]

i have just been disowned by my wacko cousin...i think this is temorary but watever. it's his loss! (SIDENOTE: over the summer, when we were on speaking terms, he said that if i ran for president, he would not vote for me) emphasis on wacko and his loss

anyway, our education system is really messed up (kerri this is what i tried to talk to you about before the cousin debacle). our learning is geared to taking a test, in particular the SATS and AP. pour example, in social studies AP WORLD we stick to the curriculum just to pass the test.  it doesn't matter if we forget it after the test and it certainly doesn't help us to acquire more knowledge than necessary...this rant will be continued, just later...

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

76 = my least favourite number [18 Jan 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | procrastinating of course! ]

"sometimes i wonder why god hates me, but then i remember that i am god and i can work my way around the problem." -Justin (ARCHITECTURE ROCKS! except for deadlines *shivers* deadlines suck...)

(1 are wise | contradict yourself)

sidetracked... [08 Jan 2005|02:55pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

i WAS working on the english portfolio and blancs "assignment" that was already assigned! but my dad got me off topic when he said i have mail, so now i am here procrastinating...

i got mail from SAINT LAWRENCE UNIVERSITY in Canton, New York. they want me to swim for them...okay...the chances i go there are slim (way too cold!) but i guess its better to be offered than not...

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

avenue q is amazing... [25 Dec 2004|09:22pm]
[ mood | excited ]

hope you all had good holidays...im going SOUTH OF THE BORDER (and i wish i didn't have to come back...america is really pissing me off right now.)

im really mad at blanc and im not really sure why...maybe because she has been really bitchy lately?!?! anyway, my dad thinks she is mean to me because i am too witty and sarcastic! ("grace, im on your side here but really look at it from her perspective") its not like i try to get her angry. so i think i am just going to shut up and not talk, AT ALL (this is his advice)YOU WILL ALL BE BEREFT OF MY WONDERFUL INSIGHT BUT DON'T WORRY, IT WILL ALL GO INTO COMMON SENSE!

democracy = hypocrisy

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

this is dedicated to kerri! [15 Dec 2004|04:12pm]
[ mood | crazy ]



and the quote..."and then we add a shoe! 'but why would you do that?!?!' 'i think it gives the taste a little kick.!" WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY?!?!?! good ole gene...

(6 are wise | contradict yourself)

nothing like the taste of blood.... [09 Dec 2004|01:24pm]
[ mood | i feel like a chipmunk ]

two of my wisdom teeth are gone (hehehe the tooth fairy paid me well)
i was so drugged yesterday. i was numb and the anesthesia made me act really really weird...its funny how you don't realise these things till later. oh well...

can someone explain to me what a descriptive essay is? it would be very much appreciated...

(contradict yourself)

[04 Dec 2004|03:39pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i had a swim meet this morning in newburgh so i stayed over in a hotel...i got disqualified in the 50 free and it made me really pissed. backstroke went well, i beat my time by 2 seconds. I MADE IT THROUGH THE 400IM! that was such a relief...it was panicking over it all week...

school is really bad: chem is horribly boring and math is just math...AP has doomed us all (how on earth can mrs blanc give us questions that SHE doesn't know the answer to...) i wish i had a class that makes me THINK!!!

i might be having my wisdom teeth pulled on wednesday...

(2 are wise | contradict yourself)

america recieves the government she deserves... [25 Nov 2004|08:08pm]

i don't get u mrs bowman or van or wateva name is. u jus can't stand not having ur way! u seriously confuse the hec out of me. ur jus jealous of my hidden powers. mwhahahahaha

88?!?! wtf mate?!?

ok, i have officially accepted the fate that i will FAIL MISERABLY in english this year. i mean face it, if i write an essay approved  by my verbose father and she doesn't like it, then there is no way in hell that she is going to like my DEE BEE CUE... no, i cannot speak of such nonesense anymore...

happy turkey day...


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